Keee pa ratttt

Im very weak...i mean in sense of leaderships.
i have no patient at all, im easy get frustrated..
and raise up my voice as fast as instant mee...

adoi...if i need to be successful in corporate world as n project manager, i need to watch out my attitude..
i need to learn to be confident and patients
most important is calm mind...hahah

Corporate world..
this is wat i fear since 14th years old..
politics....corporate politics...
no good bos...
no good leader..
the stupid me...try to settle things
client keep on push...
every hour push u....conference call...
push ...push... push....

ask me to save the call..
but now is CE resource problem...
but bos said we have many engineers...
can save all the calls...
how he solve the problem...
gif a call to me...ask me save the call

i say no engineer...
but he did not listen...he ask y other engineer is free..
he forgot that he already end their contract..
ask me dun use them anymore....

but in the conference call...
keep on push me...
push...push...push....

the client actually is 1 women...
now become 2 women...
i will be dead meat...
they really want me to push out engineer out..
want me suddenly pregnant 10 enginners
i cant...i just small ant....

really funny...my PM cry...
ask me to solve the problem...
my goodnees...all the presure on my shoulder...
i feel very stress up...

plus my assignment due date is very near..
a word also not yet write..
one research oso did not do..
my mind full of preasures, datelines and him..
what a complicated life...