need you beside me...

Now i always hide from you ...from ur frens......
but my heart still missing you...
i feel so suffered...my tears keep on dropping non stop...
i miss you terribly...

i have being bad luck...many bad things happen to me this month
my birthday coming soon..all the bad luck coming......
i have been rob, almost kena cucuk by 10 inch knife...
leg and pain...need to MC for 2 days...
before that gastric pain...make me sick for 2 weeks...
break down...cry infront of all the collegues...
i resign from my fav job...
Manager pijak me....said im not pretty enuff....
not pandai...n ask me go back n study...

am i that bad....really bad luck...
everything gone........i have nothing...really nothing......
you promise me...when ever im sad...
u will beside me to handle every obstacles im facing

but why im still alone here.....
i really need you beside me now.......
my tears cannot control rite now....
my heart so hurt.......really hurt coz of u.....