my turning point

Well at some finish my exam, but it will be my new turning point..
after finish exam on tat saturday, i back to work on sunday..
im not because of OT money, i go back to work
as i know will be many things left out and i go back try to finish it all,
but i dun aspect, it will be so many....

wow...sunday i do about 10 hours unable to finish..
monday, tuesday, wednesday..the call volume really suddenly increase too high..
increase of 50%, and somemore my works increase too much...
got ppl MC lah, onleave lar.....
im really broke down on the saturday..
as no one help me....i aledi surrender...still no one help me

i cry as too much pending updates, all ppl call in...chasing
my handshaking, hand cram..all my body become 'kebas'
first time..really my ex manager....ask me why im so frustrated...
that question...really touch me...as no one will ask me
except fendi and the exmanager....really...

i break down n cry....then she gif me a letter conversion to permanent...
well..i see it...it dun make me happy..but shock
why no salary increase...some more the resignation month is 2 months instead of 1 month

well....i really fedup...so fedup i dun wan to continue again...
actually in my heart im very angry of the leader..
leader very important in a team...
she is good in doing her job...
but the problem is she dunno how to divide the job among the team
and when she know a team member unable to take anymore..

she just continue to gif the job...tat y i fedup...
she will continue to gif me...forever...
i dun wan anymore...
furthermore my contract will be end on 27th..

so its time to me to jump
i tender my resignation letter
even i did not find a new job yet...

well hopefully i make a right decision

very sleepy....

i have took 3 days leave to study...
but i think i sleep more than study....
cannot concentrate ler...wat am i going to do...
so so so sleepy rite now....very the sleepy

tommorow is my exam day.....die loh..
wat am i going to do...i have study finish...
but seems good in writing the points out..
still need to practice ler...die ler....

adoi....help me...so sleepy...
i need 8 shots of expresso again.....

The wind blows...

the wind keep on blowing hardly..
i think will going to rain soon..
A life of MBA and with 16 hours job daily..
its really hard...very hard...

furthermore, my english is so sucks..
also can be an MBA....wow...really wow...
im really very boring...
and no mood to do assignment...

wonder where he is rite now
a bit of miss him...

today is 2nd sept..really want to see fireworks with u today
but..hmm..u did not call me since then..
and im really shy to be call u...

well im still struggling to write my assignment..
adoi..very sleepy...but i need to write it..
dun care anymore, juz finish it....

One of my fren have advise me before....
that i should forget about u..
and start new relationship...
i cant...i cant accept other guy besides you..
its there a miracle....