my feeling

Everytime period time is my sad time,
i think this cause of hormon...well unbalance ...make my heart sad...
he is right, im always think of him...siang siang..
nobody can replace him in my heart...
i cant even start a new relatioship...
well how....

So tension

So tension..i beh tahan liao..gonna kisiao....
my brain keep on thinking...
many things to do...many things to do...

arrgghh.....this ask me do this...tat ask me do tat...
gonna siao ler....siao...siao...siao....
feel wanna cry jor....
haih.............sei lar...how ar..how to do jek
dateline is near......
very near........
open call a dozen.....

The dreams

yesterday..yesterday i have very weird dream..
i dream of him again.....well maybe my fren said it true...im worry
i dream that he said he have gf is all lie...
he just lie to me...and actually he still care for me...

well..i dunno its true or not...
i dunno why...i dun wanna show up at the gathering
really do not wan to....dun wan him to show up
later im afraid im so sad..........

since..when im talk wif my fren....
make me feel so sad...so sad...till non stop crying...really keep on cry...
why im like...really why leh........
till today no mood to do assignment again...
as my brain full of him....and worries of shell....
no other place of brain can think of how to do assignment

very very boring rite now.....
haih..............