metal heart?

Im so sad...really sad...
when i really prepare for myself...
when my heart become n metal...
even anybody say about him, my heart will never cry..
is tat possible?

adoi...wat am i going to do...
he throw i present the hp to him?
is that wat he do....
he throw away all the memories me with him....
why he so cruel....

i aledi expected...to start this new job..i need to face the c2pig hing
he will tell his news, tat i wun like to hear...
but he tell me...he change his new hp...
he have say b4 he never change the hp..
as i buy for him..have many memories....

now izzit the memories is no use for him....
is i no more important to him
and he tell me he wun waste money on car
now he buy new vios...

is he changing....hing say he become more more handsome..
if he bring her new gf out...i dun think so i can take it....
wat am i going to do...im so sad...really sad
my tears keep on dropping...

my heart so sad..n crying while i get to know this..
why am i so weak...
how am i going to prepare my exam...
if my mood continue to be like...
if my heart is continue crying...
wat am i going to do.....

why im still thinking of him
i really hope my love to him will be fade..

god...pls help me...
pls help to stop my tears now...keep on dropping....
pls help me to stop my sadness...
i think i so go off earlier...
more earlier...so i can left far far away from this sadness...